What was he thinking?
Rapper Montero Lamar Hill, widely known as Lil Nas X, recently issued an apology in response to the controversy surrounding his latest material, which has stirred accusations of “mocking Christianity.” In an Instagram video, Hill expressed remorse, acknowledging the gravity of the situation. Despite projecting an unbothered exterior, he admitted that the backlash has taken a toll on him mentally, asserting that he is not attempting to undermine values or portray an evil persona.
The controversy arose following the release of Hill’s new single “J Christ,” where he declared his entrance into a “Christian era.” The music video for the song, depicting Hill on a cross and incorporating biblical imagery, fueled the backlash. Elements such as Jacob’s Ladder, Noah’s Flood, and a quote from 2 Corinthians 5:17 featured in the video, emphasizing a comeback akin to Jesus rising from the dead.
In the lead-up to the single’s release, Hill posted provocative content on social media, including an image of himself on a cross and a video where he, dressed as Jesus, mockingly participated in the Lord’s Supper in a church setting. He even tweeted a fake acceptance letter to Liberty University, a prominent Evangelical institution, which was later confirmed as not genuine by the university.
Hill’s apology addressed the sensitivity of religion, clarifying that his intention was not to mock but rather signify his return, drawing parallels with Jesus. He admitted a lack of understanding regarding the symbolism of the Lord’s Supper and acknowledged the video’s overboard nature.
However, the promo materials drew criticism from the Christian community, with fellow rappers Bryson Gray and Korey Yeshua accusing Hill of mocking Christians. Gray emphasized the need for Christians to rebuke Hill rather than ignoring his actions for album promotion.
While some condemned Hill’s actions, there were contrasting opinions. David Harris, a magister with the Church of Satan, applauded the imagery in Hill’s music video, describing it as “fantastic.” Harris had previously commended Hill for incorporating occult imagery in his campaigns, citing the release of “Satan shoes” in 2021.
The controversy highlights the complex intersection of art, religion, and public reception, with diverse opinions on whether Lil Nas X’s actions amount to artistic expression or disrespectful mockery.